不知不觉，就快要毕业了.

a lot of thing kept running in my mind... i dont know how to say.. feeling a bit tired, SIANZZZ, sad, happy, angry.. HAHA.. im just a freak!! >.<

tired, cause of many things. be it personal or school. why? please dont ask me why. JUST SIMPLY TOO TIRED TO ANSWER! kind of hate it when people keep asking why. i know you are concern, but im sorry for giving you these kind of response.

SIANZZZ, cause.. going to grad soon le. not really happy with my results. regretted why i never study. now apply for UNI also got problem le.. dont think i can get in bahz?? -_-||| but i guess, its all too late le bahz.. HAI~~~ sianzzz cause, until now habent find job.. then my mum is nagging at me.. >.< typical MUMS.. but i dont blame her lahz... I REALLY IN NEED OF JOB??? NO $$ LE.. LOLX..

sad, be it friendship kinship relationship.. hmm.. think im not going to say it out bahz.. a lot happened and i really hope that all wont happen again.... sorry if i hurt anyone of you.. SORRY..

happy, to have my dearest family members around me, although we argue at times.. and i really disobey you at times.. but i really love you all.. my leses.. thanks for being with me all these years, although you all cant be there for me all the times, or i cant be with u all all the times, i REALLY GLAD TO KNOW ALL 6 of YOU.. MUACKS!! and of cause, my dearest LAO MA. hey. thanks for being there for me when i needed you the most.. it seems that you really understands me. thanks for all the things you had done for me.. LOVE YOU!!!

angry, HAHA, actually theres nothing for me to be angry about lahz.. i learnt to forgive and forget and really CANT BE BOTHERED to angry with people.. LOLX!!!

hmm.. sometimes, i will just space out. thinking what is life going to be for me.. i remebered when my nick is "life has become so boring.... not meaningful.." eric msned me.. asked why. didnt really replied cause i also dont know the reason why, just felt that way.. and he AGREED to it.. sometimes i felt that.. HEY, IM NOT IMPORTANT TO ANYONE, so without me, theres wont be any differences. just wanted to cast everyone out of my life.. HAHA, i must be crazy at that point of time.. just feeling super LOW.. i hope to see something that can makes me feel alive again....

i think enough of all my craps le bahz.. actually, blog isnt really a good place to voice out.. somethings are better bottled up inside my heart.. few people can go in and some may come out..